I've discovered a huge fondness of Radiohead over the past couple of years. I can't quite pin point when it started, I know my first album was "In Rainbows" because Alan made me a copy and I would listen to it in the car driving from the QC to Iowa City.
"Nude" was the song that really pulled me in. I feel exactly how the music video portrays the song- as if I am in slow motion. It's an excellent song to sing along with, as singing has become a stress release for me.
-I'm listening to it now- hopefully to catch some emotions provoked when listening to it-
I can see the night sky, opposing car head lights. Leather seats. Slow motion. There is a sense of calm over my entire body, like it's painting layers gently over my body, layers of black, sunset, brown. Eyes are now closed. Head tilted to the ceiling. Just listening to the song.
So don't get any
big ideas
they're never... gonna happen.
you'll go to hell
It's like he climbing up, standing up, as if he were laying down
is thiiiiiiiiinking.
Silence.
Flowing motion, high emotion, you can feel his pain, right there.
It's calm again, almost pretty. It stops on a high note, a cheery note with a face lifted up towards the sun.
Okay, I'm done talking about radiohead if you just wanted to skip ahead to my post.
So, what, I'm twenty two and at a complete loss as to what my life is supposed to be. I'm fluent in French, did that actually happen? I making 10.10 and hour, I work a beauty counter where my goal is to sell, sell, sell!
But sell what?
I get that make-up doesn't define me. And after working this beauty counter, I have a new understanding for make up.
I am an amazing woman.
This post is shit.
Your eyes; they turn me.
